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The Beginning x2

 The time has come to start Module 2.  During the welcome back Skype it was really comforting to hear that i wasn't the only one feeling slightly apprehensive about starting the new module.  A new module brings new challenges which can be just as daunting but im not alone.  It was lovely to meet some of the Modules 1's and to reassure them that once they get started everything will just fall into place.  It can be quite overwhelming at the beginning and there is a lot of information to process.  But good luck to everyone and bring it on!

My Dad!

My Dad! The past few months have pushed me to places i never thought i would go to! Unfortunately on the 13th May my Dad passed away, iv'e never felt pain like it, he was my best friend and the person that supported me through everything.  Having him here as i was writing my first module was amazing but not having him here for me to say "Dad i did it, i passed!" was heartbreaking. Now i begin to start module 2 without him and his support and quite frankly its killing me because i don't know how im going to do it without him! Id run down the stairs to him after every paragraph id written to see what he thought and knowing i can never do that again just brings me to tears, my god i miss you dad! I received my results for module 1 two weeks after the funeral and it was such a mixed bag of emotions; absolutely ecstatic that i had passed and within 2 minutes the tears came and was devastated that he wasn't here for me to tell him. The pain is of loosing him is indescri...