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My Dad!



My Dad!

The past few months have pushed me to places i never thought i would go to! Unfortunately on the 13th May my Dad passed away, iv'e never felt pain like it, he was my best friend and the person that supported me through everything. 

Having him here as i was writing my first module was amazing but not having him here for me to say "Dad i did it, i passed!" was heartbreaking. Now i begin to start module 2 without him and his support and quite frankly its killing me because i don't know how im going to do it without him! Id run down the stairs to him after every paragraph id written to see what he thought and knowing i can never do that again just brings me to tears, my god i miss you dad!

I received my results for module 1 two weeks after the funeral and it was such a mixed bag of emotions; absolutely ecstatic that i had passed and within 2 minutes the tears came and was devastated that he wasn't here for me to tell him. The pain is of loosing him is indescribable.

So now its time to take on Module 2 and do everything i can to make you happy and proud up there.

I love you Dad!

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  1. Alys May-James19 September 2020 at 06:13

    Hi Paige, I'm so sorry for your loss. It's amazing you are continuing with this course after everything. If you need any help or guidance please feel free to ask. Sending you lots healing hugs, Alys x

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